Never though it'd catch me
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i bought kel's gift already, with angie. Stupid brian din come along luh. i really hope kel will like it and wear it though its like a simple gift. we really had a hard time deciding the size ley. asked brian and he says his is uk 7/8 and Roy said his was usa 9/10. you see, diff size one.so we bought one of each. very smart huh. LOL.
and i wonder how cartel will survive without all the usual morning crew working. heh.

enlightened somehow or rather, im waking up to the truth.
i was warned by someone long ago, but i ignored. Now, i do see what his point was.and i told him i finally agree with him. and he got so proud of it luhhhhhhh. one idiot. hahaha.:P

i think what kel said make whole lot of sense too. so if he is happily carrying on his life with someone whom he feels is better, then i should be happy for him and carry on mine too. and i feel assured because of kel eh, that nt all guys are bastard creatures, he is super nice to his gf can. (like how he request to off work earlier to surprise his gf and how he rushed me anxiously when we were taking the train cos i was taking my own sweet time. :x)
kay, i just have to get over the whole thing. but its such pity, so much of being friends luh. i dont even think we act like good friends now, though you use to say i am the friend you trust most. real pity.


p/s: im needed to go to the dentist soon. sth major happened to my tooth. ):
blame it on the sweets Elvin gave me which was a treat by kel to him.

p.p/s: i don't like similar names cos i get mixed up very often even though i categorize them already.
but but sometimes when #roy and Roy, #Elvin and Alvin msges at the same time, i still get mixed up and i sent the wrong msges. tsk.
(fyi, # is cartel peeps)

Never thought it'd catch me

Never thought it'd cost me
Never thought it'd hurt me
Never thought I'd fall in love
But I did.

i think this whole post wouldn't make any sense la, i was multitasking and it took me an hour to finish it. HAH!