I FEEL SO SUPER SHUANG!!

finally only one project left.
i done with all the other projects alr.
CHEERS for her man!!
ytd slept at 10.30pm.
all the way to this morning.
was so super SHIOK!!
xDD

alrights.
tueday.
celebrated Rita's birthday at dunno whr is the place.
had hell loads of fun.
played many games and did crazy stuffs.
we walked back to yck all the way from dunno upper or lower seletar there.
walked very long but was super fun.
SINGing all the way!!

wednesday.
sch ended at 12.
went to yck there to eat.
after that went to play at a playground.
slack there till 5 plus cause i had to go home.
my dad booked me at 6 alr.
we went out for dinner.
so so long nv eat dinner with them.
everyday reach home very very late.
happy family out.
LOVES.

slack.talk.play.joked.
is what i did in lectures and tutorial.
but from now on
study.homework.attention.listen
is what im going to do and give.
hahas..
i hope i can do it la.
JYJYJY for Tan Pei Ni!!
x))

AHMALIHOM!!
HOM HOM HOM!!
TAN PEI NI IS THE SMARTEST OF ALL!!
wooHOO!!
xDD

i shouldn't love you,
but I want toI just can't turn awayI shouldn't see you,
but I can't moveI can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' controlOf me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let goOf you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard toBe around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' controlOf me a
nd I can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let goOf you
but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there,
just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' controlOf me
and I can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let him win nowT
hought you should know
I've tried my best to let goOf you
but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let goOf you
but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

i love the lyrics.
cos it sound so true.

and i totally agree to what my sister told me:

To a guy, that girl may be just a chapter of the book
but to that girl, that guy is her whole book

alrights
the projects are finally finishing.
my body cant take it alr.
my voice is like super sexy.
bad throat going on for like super long alr.
and i've survived at work with such voice man.
(oh yah, THANKS gx for the hot pepsi with lemon!! i appreciate it alot alot and it does works!!)
(:

oh man!!
i think i flunked my AFA and stats.
i got to work harder alr.
REAL HARD i mean!!
jyjy for her man~
xDD

sometimes she wonder if what u all said was true.
she dont see anyone of you keeping up to what you said.
guys, perhaps are all the same; they dont mean what they say.

not a very good week.
had many many projects on hand.
and i basically just screwed up everything.
ESPECIALLY my PERSONAL WEBPAGE, its was just super~
SUPER HORRIBLE la!!
damn it.
i have only myself to blame on.
but what can i do.
im such a noob with all those stuffs.
):

im very tired also.
haven been sleeping well.
staying up almost everynight.
making me feel so sick.
and my old injury from vb is acting up recently too.

and i SERIOUSLY have to buck up alr.
in many areas; ESP in my studies!!
i need to improve in all my modules.
in the SHORTEST period of time possible.

Pei Ni is going to buck up and work hard liaos..
COOL huh!!
xD

im super grateful to my laogong CHENG ZIWEI and TAN YONGERN ELISHA!!
THANKs for ur help in my econs proj.
(:

and i know u all cared alot for me.
i apprecciate it alot.
and thanks all those who showed their concern for me.
im fine.
getting on strong.
im still SUPER and SMART okay guys!!
(x

SAT NIGHT!

i think im right to not work on saturdays.
fun night out with DAPH, CHERF, WEECHER and his GF, GLORIA!!
went to Paragon to change daph's bag.
WALKED-ATE-PLAYED-JOKED!!
:D

okays.
cherf suggested to eat at cartel.
cause i have my complimentary voucher.
i asked ANGIE along too.
so when LAME ppl meets...
CRAZY is what we will be!!
LOLS!!
xDD

FUN!!
so i think i wont be working on sat anymore.
its just to0 saddening to have to work on sat.
lol.

anws THANKS daph for the bottle!!
now we have the TRIO bottle now..
how COOL!!
its just COOLER than COOL!!
xDD

more detail updates when i am not so tired.

The time now is 4.23am.
i just done my last min revision for tmr's AFA.
i am still SUPER unclear abt it.
but no matter how i study, i still dun understand.
so no point.
i will just try my best on tmr's paper.

and btw i've drank 3 cups of coffee and it helps!!
i dun feel sleepy at all.
hahas..xDD
i DONT drink coffee de.
i mean used to.
but now i noe that coffee really helps.
u will see me with it very often from now!!
hahas..xDD

okays,
i hope i'll pass tmr de test!!
ACES for PEI NI'S AFA!!!!!
wOOhOO!!
JYJY!! :D

HAPPY BITHDAY DAPHNE TOH MEI YUN!!!!!

xDD

pictures and detials uploaded later!

********************************************************

okays im super fed up now!!

my fever is back again

and i feel so weak now.

i just feel like sleeping but i cant.

cause of the stupid POM project.

last minute want edit this edit that.

and i have to change the ppt.

and i was told to memorise my script.

WTF!!

den by the time they finishes, it would be wad time alr.

wad the hell.

im damn shag now and still im here stuck with this project.

and tmr got presentation.

my throat hurts and i have no voice.

oh no~!

oh yah!

i FAILED my html test!!!

like expected la..

and AFA on tmr or fri.

i haven studied a thing yet.

deemed to fail it as well de la..

i dunno a single thing about it can..

oh it just sucks man!

someone just save from all this agony can??

JYJY bah, Tan Pei Ni!!

xDD

and oh man pls stop irritating me alr..

im am very pek cek liaos..

bleh!!

oh i fell in LOVE with coffee today (latte)

*aww so nice!!*

EVERYTHING JUST SUCKS!!



Tan Pei Ni is SICK!!

oh how shit man!!
im having a fever and here i am in sch doing my project.
the flu is making my head ache.
and my throat hurts..
but my voice is super sexy now!!
hahas..xDD
but i feel so drowsy..



sometimes things just dont go your way.
i cant celebrate ziwei's bday with her today
cause i have to do my freaking project!!
the feeling just sucks.
=(
so SORRY laogong!!
i'll meet u again soon okays?
but anws
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG ZI WEI!!


i just finished rushing out my ppt for POM ytd.
and doing it now again!
oh no!!
i just hope everything will end quickly.
my hair is going turn all white if i continue with the project..
x))

and im stuck with my EOC project.
just cant find the correct info.
its stressing me out alr.
and im supposed to give it to my grp member asap!!
arghh!!

and i still gt my AFA to study, i just cant grasp anything abt it

im sorry ppl if i fang u fei ji..
projects are all over the place and there is always last min meeting up.
im so so sorry if i have to cancel any meet-ups!!
T_T

and tonight i wont be sleeping alr..
got an important task to do.
i'll let u guys know after tmr..
its a lil secret for now!!
i hope it will turn out to be a nice suprise for tmr!!
xDD


and oh yah.
THANKS Tan Yong Ern Elisha for his help on my project!!
and once again he did almost everything for me.
thanks ah..
x))
i'll lend u my ear if u need it ah..

she is not always super.
she feels weak sometimes.
and at times like this, she always hope that there is a shoulder for her to rest on!!

first, it my laogong's bday!!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHENG ZI WEI, ZERENE!!

hahs..hope she enjoys her day today!!
xDD
loads of loves!!

Alrights!

im abit tired now;
i suck at work today!
i jammed up everything~
but i dun care ah,
who ask them put me there de..

okays sat was a long day for me!
i overslept and was late in meeting her!
so sorry..
but it was super fun..
both in the afternnon and at night!
and i finally got the stuffs i wanted.
and thats super good.
xDD
shall backpost it sometime later.

and a little REMINDER to all!!
pls dun anyhow give ur no to ppl!!!!
esp when u and him nt shou enough.
even if both of u works at the same place.
some ppl are just lame and likes to spam ppl with msges!
im feeling so irritated alr..
cant block him like in msn also..
but also cannot be too mean.
we will still be working tgt also..
arghh!
IRRITATED man!!
i just feel like asking him to SHUT UP!!
hahas..xDD

my life was no longer dull ever since you appeared!

oh man!

i'll be getting super busy de lah.
so many projects on hand now!
#POM
#econs
#effective oral comm
#personal web thingy

wah piang eh!
can die de lehhs!

so far, nth done yet.
i will try my best to finish my parts~

but i got so many activities to do.
tmr and sat-going out!
sun-working the whole day!
mon-think im finally studying
tues-ziwei bday
wed-daph bday

okays maybe i'll study during my 2 hrs break at work if im nt tired!
im super duper weak in AFA, econs, stats and IT stuffs!
i seriously need to buck up!!
anyone that is good in any of the modules or wants to study tgt can come look for me!
i need HELP!
SOMEONE pls?

JYJY bah, Tan Pei Ni!!
xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL FOXY!!!
cheryl foxy's bade ytd!!
and we celebrated her one and only 18th birthday with her!!
had hell loads of fun ytd
and i hope she enjoyed her day as well..
xDD
many many pics!
these are some only la!!

the bdae girl!!

daph was awww so sweet to bake a cheesecake for cherf!

and we LOVE that foxy!!

************************************************************************

okays now!

im super duper stuck!

im so lost in ALL my modules

and i really meant ALL!!

seriously got to start revising alr..

no more slacking alr, TAN PEI NI!!

xDD

okays.
let me start with the birthday wishes first!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERMAN LUM!! 5/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUN XIAN!! 7/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL FOXY!! 8/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELYN!! 8/07

okays!!
a HAPPY bdae to all of u!!

long day today..
first was stats..
it was torturous for me!
i totally dunno a single thing!
lets just forget abt stats..
it makes my hair drops!!

went to slack ard at cartel while waiting for angie!
ate chat slack~
den went for work!
slack day on mon!
COOL!!
xD
no shortage!
off work early!
super cool!
waited for angie..
and gui xiang ah pa treated us with the cakes!
THANKS AH!!
and we slacked ard till almost closing!
endless things to talk abt!!

tmr!!
foxy bdae!!
how fun tmr la!
xDD





i SMILED cause of u guys!!

i will MISS u so!!

xDD



aiyah!
im so slack la..
slept in POm class today.
and listen to songs in microecons lecture..
oh no!
i sure missed out on alot of stuffs..
but how..


today daph and cherf went to jog..
i forgot to bring attire to change so didnt run.
but i did sth more MEANINGFUL den running!!
and that is to..
SLEEP!!
hahas..
i slept tru-out the whole 1hr.
at the stadium.
while they were running..
i slept really well there..
abit of sun abit of wind..
nice place to sleep..
ppl who cant fall asleep ah can go there..
i slept real well!!



okays so after the girls finished running
we went to the toilet
and bitch-ed for awhile ah.
den went back to class late!
den after lessons
went amk before
went to meet up with angie dearie!!
chatted till she had to go for work den i went off with hongleng..
bought what we were supposed to buy
so went home after that!

going to have a test at cartel..
how stupid..
give us the ans to study..
how dumb can it get!
den its like nt testing our knowledge on the stuff there
but on the memory skills in us larrs..
dumb dumb..
i dunwan take the test..
and okays..
i dun really feel like working anymore..
cause im like always working and thus always leave out on other stuff..
like outings with friends..
im always missing out cause im always working.
so yeah~
lets see how first bah!
arghh!
this is so frustrating ah!

take 1 ( but we were nt ready)

take 2 (nice one! we are natural models! hahas..xDD)




daph and cherf ( super cute pose)

hongleng and i

okays!

xDD

hey!!

u know wad?
i passed my research project for IT!!
WOOHOO!!
my grp tot we will fail la..
den in the end we din!
C+ lehhs!
COOL la!
cause got Pei Ni so wont fail de!
hahas..
xDD

anws JULY is a busy week!!
upcoming birthdays got like so many can!
5th july-sherman
8th july-cherf, elyn and jimmy(working fren)
15th july-ziwei
16th-daphne
and also not forgetting the meeting with ji ji zha zha!!
and also outing with our mummies! (Xiao Hui and Annie! ex-supervisors)

oh no!!
i will be busy with buying all the presents man!
i'll be busy working too!
i've decided to work on mon instead..
cause its so slack!
hahas..
xDD

THIS IS BMO8O5! (taken yrs ago ah! xD)

im struggling, but where's my life buoy?

im tired, but where's that shoulder for me to rest on?

where are they?

xDD


TIRED these few days ah.


anws im done with my ICA for bm0701.
public speaking ah
totally screwed up!
but what can u expect from a super last min work.
took me only half an hour..
and i did it during the half time of the euros final!
how COOL!

next up is microecons and pom..
come la come la..
i deal with them one by one..
no prob for Pei Ni de!

anws THANKS cooler than cool for her drink and CHOCOLATE!!
when i was not in a good mood!
the choc really cheered me up!
im so touched!!
thanks daphne!
x))

work ytd
and i felt so dumb dumb..
dunno this dunno that.
and got to ask ppl to help me with alot of stuff..
oh no!!
but seriously i dont meet the mark to become a cashier.
but aiyah
wadever la..
who cares la!
xDDDD

i am going to spread the Pei Ni' happiness to everyone!!
those that are not in a good mood can get the happiness from me!
hahahahahahas..
xDD

im struggling, but where's my life buoy?
im tired, but where's that shoulder for me to rest on?
when are they going to appear?
(^3^)?