Either way i found out.

i want a 12 hour sleep. so badly.
lessons at 8am are so detested la. LOL.

anw, i watched a prog on channel8 just now with mommy, the one kid featuring kids.
and we were practically laughing non-stop.
kids are sooooo cute laa.
k, i know this is random but watching them just gave me the affirmation i needed.
some might know why, if you know what occupation i am interested in. hehehe.

and i realised, just when everyone are fighting so hard for their happiness,
i feel so out of place.
Here i am, trying to live life everyday to the fullest,
i never was satisfied. pysically, mentally, whatsoever.
i guess afterall, that is a need for someone to be there. The special one.
it applies to everyone, even though so much that i want to deny it.
i realised i cant. and this feels so bad. TSKTSK! ):


alrighty, im hungry now.
but im going to sleep so nights yea.

if this world makes you sad, say my name.

Superduperwoper UNLUCKY day to end the week.
i guess lady luck isnt with me or anywhere near.
turns me off totally man. =x

thankfully, bits of little things/people make my day whole lot better. heh.


stress from school have rushed in before i could realised anything.
the taste of sin by failing of tests is coming back again.
but so far, its still not affecting me in any ways.
it better knock some sense into me, quick enough before i regret anything ah.
i know imma potential distinction student, no doubts okayyyyyy.

hahahahahahahahahaha!

go, went, gone.

Arsenal. lost. damn. disappointing. ):

im not feeling well. i guess sick bug is going to visit me, soon.
i need some things or someone perhaps, to make me feel better.
so where are they? hmm.

yay! public hols tmr.
but on the other hand, i will be working. so nt much of a hols for me yea.
i guess work's gonna become tougher, with reducing co-workers.
and it triggers my reluctancy for work. tsk!

on a lighter note, i got my sbm tee, with my name. A sense of belonging eh.
damn. it made me held back the decision to quit. :

sleepy. gdbye.

And then you walked into my life

imma so going to watch the match.
Arsenal Vs Man U one i meant. but darn it, its at 2.45a.m!
i hope i dont fall asleep in tmr's class eh. heh.

i always wonder, why would r/s problems be so complicated.
so many living examples around, i cant help but to think about why. So why?
isnt there reciprocal love ard? or not?
so people, when there is, hold on to them, tight.
it applies to everyone okay. (esp tlt, cheer up pleaseeee.)

on a sidenote, thanks Alvin for the swensons treat. (:

i've become sensitive of the time, at night, at that particular hour.

GOGO ARSENAL! hahahaha.

till much later.

Late at night, im still wide awake, feeling this is one.


my body isnt functioning the way it should, recently.
im still wide awake when most of the people are alreay fast asleep.
and the worst is, i dno what i can do at times like this, when everyone is deep in sleep already. tsktsk!

anw, i din't realise that i have the ability, till today.
the ability to make people feel better or rather clearer-minded.
im kinda proud now cause this boasts my ego. imma floating already la. hahaha. *wide grins* d:

k, back to today.
i was kinda of ridiculously crazy during lectures. hehehe.
and i finally watched "17 again" with liting and alvin. After sch.
thanks liting for watching it again, for my sake.
cant deny the fact that Zac Effron is quite hot. no wonder he is the hot topic within girls now.
but somehow, i think the father in "Taken" is more charismatic, i supposed it applies only to me. heh.

'I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love,

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush,

Being without you boy, I was all messed up, up, up, up. '

thats why i always emphasize how lyrics can speak my heart. how true, isnt it.

lessons' at 8am later.

im so screwed. gd night!

feels like insomia.



and i wish upon, whenever i look at the stars.

♥

it takes time, it takes time to love.

end of hols.
in other words, start of school.

Its a brand new start!
and honestly speaking, i wasnt looking much forward to sch.
but things turn out to be rather passable, with things pretty much the same.
and with liting den choc cookies welcoming me first. (thanks pn for the cookies baked.)
and den with all the familiar faces of ex-class and sbm club ppl.
the same old jokes, the familiar laughters, the usual craziness.
its kinda heartwarming though. hehehe. (:

Liting's turn to set me thinking, again.
when things gets complicated, so complicated, too complicated.
i saw kindergarten kids, little boys holding little girls hands, this morning otw to school and i think thats the only time when things were simpliest. tsktsk.
i wish someone could give me the answers, to the all questions that i have in mind.
and i'll be waiting, till much later. hmmm.

anw i want to watch Arsenal's match with Man U leh. okays, out of track already, i know. LOL.
k, no matter what decisions are made, as long as you are sure you would not regret in the future,
i believe it will be the right decision, alrighty. cheerup! (:

its always after hearing probs here and there, that sets me to secondary thinking.
but i guess its a good thing, afterall, after all that thinking was done. i've learnt, i think i did. heh.
good good. hahaha.

i love getting smiles. ((: from you esp.


nice day!

i'm surrounded by your embrace.

met up with babes on fri. great!
one to one talk with liting thereafter sets me thinking, more than i should.
or rather sets both of us thinking alot. hmm.
i think personal, non-personal issues are getting the hell out of us. darn.

and i realised i've been checking my phone more frequently than i always do, recently.
and it kinda disappoints me all the time. ):

did i mentioned that i've been out of sorts lately, someone got to pull me back to reality.
its high time that i rekindle the dying optimism in me. or anyone else that can.
i prefer to have my old flow of thoughts. when things would be much simplier then. heh. :p

anw to sidetrack a little, its pretty niceee to see old mates that you knew.
and it kinda liven up my day quite alot. hehe.
and oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDY! (:

i know i need to put a stop, before it deepens.

before i cant get out. iwy.

A material girl, in her own world.


damn, the weather nowadays are freaking hot, i swear.
sometimes i feel that the air-conditioner is the best invention ever. hahahaha!
i was waken from sleep due to the hot weather this morning,
or in fact this afternoon. (cos i woke up at 1230. heh heh.)
and due to this im into the habit of nt having breakfast nowadays.
and mommy says its nt a gd habit.
and also due to the hot weather, it makes me lazy to go down and buy food for lunch.
and i always end up starving. ):
see how the damn weather cause so much disruptions in my life la. LOL.

anw out for late lunch today and caught 'Taken'.
and i think its niceeee.
spine-tingling, awe-inspiring, heartstirring and whatsoever.
its nice to know that someone will go out his best to save you, when you are in trouble.
its nice if your dad was like the one in the movie.
who is smart, tactiful and undaunted, though lil over-protective.
i find my dad similiar to the one in the movie, the over-protective part laaa. HAHAHA!

im so screwed up with SBM stuffs. darn.
bye!

Tonight i have fallen, and i cant get up.

so much of thoughts and emotions, at this hour.

at the first few minutes of a thursday, i sank myself into deepest thoughts.

so true, people, i can no longer see who's real and who's not.

i've lost the hope that was left, the last hope in nature.

Trying so hard to be at the best out of myself everyday, but i realised im not up to it.

im struggling. its so hard, too hard.

i guess melancholy paid a visit on me, on this rainy night.

with all the rushed of emotions, im lost. ):

damn, why get so emo, Pei Ni? why bother.

going 18, im still a vulnerable girl, still a girl of folly.

going strong, i'll be fine. (:

end.

so call me your sugar.

i finally met my sugars. ( cheryl's missing)

had fun time out with them in the night, doing inpulsive buyings.

hahahaha!

so much of understandings and jokes, more than a defination of a friend.

definately much more. HEH.

♥

com'on show me what you can do.

a 4-all draw between Liverpool and Arsenal at premiers ytd.
and with arsharvin scoring all the four goals! OMG la.
though, it a draw, but im so proud of Ars.
being able to keep up with a draw when they are handicapped
with adebayor and van persie on bench.
damn, i regreted not staying up to watch last night.
it must have been been thrilling. =/

COM'ON ARSENAL, BRING IT DOWN MAN! (:

im gg to sch for club crawl.
till later.

You're a keeper, touch of diva, gives me fever.

its probably just another lazy day today.
at least i spent it with more meaningfully when i made the decision to
step out of doors this morning.
at least its gives me a motive, perhaps, to step out of house. heh.

on the other hand, im sensing the approaching stress that sch's about
to give. my reluctance for sch is increasing everyday as the 27th draws nearer.
tsktsk. im so nt looking forward.

anw head spells are really killing me. chocolates are so seriously needed
by Pei Ni at times like this.

on a lighter note, thank you for that special friend for being there and listening
when i needed, always. Appreciative for whatever that was done. (:
i'll be there if needed, for you too. thank you many.

i will be seeing Too Liting, Daphne Toh and Grace Chng tmr. WHEE! ((:

okays, a much lenghty post again.
headache's killin and i need a solution.
bye.

you're bringin out a side of me that i dont know.

GAWD, i think today was pretty screwed. i meant the programmes with the foreign exchange students.
im a total failure when it comes to directions and stuffs. damn.
i think even the foreign exchg students know their way back to their hostel better than i do. i still dno the route till now leh. -.-
thank goodness, Jean was there. or else the whole thg would be a flop.
and thankfully, the foreign exchange students are super nice people, way way nice. (:

oh ya, thks daph for her company today. xie xie ni! ((:

im bushed. my battery is flat. no excess energy left at all.
i needa get recharged before tmr, hopefully.

i needa rest nw.
good night.

felt like, i was just a victim.


My foreign exchg buddy is coming TMR! damn, im so nervous abt it la.
i think im going to screwed it up, most probably.
fortunately Daph is going with me tmr! YAYNESS! (:

anw sometimes, i wonder. i wonder alot about human nature.
im so regretful and disappointed now la.
but its a lesson learnt, though.
i feel kinda i dno how to describe either. used?
but ah, whatever it is, i still choose to believe in human nature.
thats the least i can do, for a hope maybe.

gd luck to those who starts sch tmr.
gd night.

its nt the end, it marks the beginning.

okays, Arsenal lost 1-2. damn.
so disappointing la. ):

okays, im off to sleep.
i can dream abt them winning in my dreams. tsktsk!

bye.

good old Arsenal, we're proud to say the name; when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Arsenal against Chelsea later.
lets see how Ars gg to win the game ah. hahaha.
and see how someone's treat going to fly off too. hehehe.
i've got all the confidence in them. just wait and see. (:

but im feeling so lethargic all over. Those head spells are killing me, so much.
shoo shoo please. LOL.


will update the score later.
till then, good luck to them.

but i know how you feel, its hard to see whats real.

Time will show. whos real and whos nt. hehehe.
lyrics from Time to love by chris brown btw.

i tried the tea just now and its suprisingly nice, taste like some sourplum drink.
despite the colour though. heh.

anw, had a super cute chat with daph, and as usual la, daph msg always that
pattern one. so cute! hahahaha. I MISS DAPHNE TOH MEI YUN! (:
and i got a bad sorethroat now. i think is because i talked too much to Cynthia that day.
tsktsk! i sound like a frog now la. my voice so coarse loh. haha.

life is so boring at home la.
but luckily there are plans tommorrow. im meeting Angie. but we are going bugis.
3rd time of the week already. its shows how BIGGG sg is. TSK!

to sidetrack, i lost all my mood for sch. im dreading it now. even though its just to go to
sch to collect the hostel keys for my foreign buddy. damn.

till later, bye.

i wanna make it closer to your eyes, get your attention, before you pass me by.

okays, im going to use song lyrics as my heading from now.
cos i realised songs lyrics can speak more than what i want to say in words, most of the time.
like today's.
the lyrics above is from The little things by colbie caillat btw.

now i feel like im going to undergo a big makeover. heh.
maybe its right and good to start now. hmm. (but the reason is so cute luh. HAHAHA!)
i shall start with my tea tmr la. im nervous to drink it leh, dno why. i think im crazy. hahaha.
im scared that i might nt be perservere enuf to keep up 3 packs a day la.
And i think i would most likely to forget to drink them. tsktsk.

Anw i've got to acknowledge the fact that im really a super privileged girl.
im thankful for that, really i am. Thanks to those who made me feel this way. (:

i realise i dont face alot of problematic issues here and there like some may, and even if i do, there are always people ard to help me out. like what someone use to say how lucky and fortunate i am, i din realised till recently. i guess she was right. now im learning to count my blessings, instead of my misfortunes la. i think i'll be happier and stress-free this way. HEH.

oh ya i got to kick the habit of sleeping late now. and its almost 2 now,
so good night!

dont stand there watching me, follow me.

arab st today was a big disappointment.
but nvm, at least i know where is it now, heh.

i think im really as klutz as Cynthia la, or maybe im slightly better. hehe.
feel so dumb sometimes.
guess what, i kinda lost my way at the cityhall mrt stn for 10 mins
when i just had to crossover to the opp to take the train to bugis. -.-
i can even drop the box of chic on my hand, out of a sudden. double -.-

its very nice to share my stuffs with Cynthia.
had long talks and great laughs, on cartel, and non-cartel stuffs, its really nice. heh.
and we went to cartel again and went home with brian again. like a routine la. LOL.

soccer was unexpected with a 4-all draw btwn liverpool and chelsea.
esp with a 2-nil lead during the first half. tsk.
Arsenal and villareal this morning. i predicted a 1-nil, and its now slightly past half-time.
anddd the score is 1-nil. HEH.

( p.s: this is sooooo cool. (: )

my foreign buddy replied, with his pic attached.
im kind nervous and scared now.

school starts on the 27th.

its 2-nil now. WHOO!
good night.

dont like the backseat, gotta be first.


OUT WITH CYNTHIA AGAIN LATER! YAY!
to somewhere we dont even know.
two super sua kus. hahahahahhahahahaha!

damn. i heard that school starts at 20th.

standing in the light of your halo.

nice day, nice company i had for the day.

out with babes and chuxiang today, wanted to catch a movie, but cheryl and i was late.
so we din managed to catch any. tsk tsk.
but we went carls jr to talk eat, eat talk. hehehe.
nice time catching up anway, lovelys.

MET UP WITH CYNTHIA! heh.
caught 'Handsome Suit' with her. its pretty nice, worth catching it.
aft that was fondue fondue! whoooooo. niceeeee. (:
caught up quite alot. hehheh.
AND AND we went to CARTEL after that to have cakes.
okays, thats secondary, the fact is that we had the sudden urge to go down
and she misses there alot alot.
and she affects my decision of quitting la. i feel that im so indecisive as well. hmm.

TMR TMR! im gg out with Cynthia again. but we hvn got any place in mind yet.
but we are going to cartel again tmr night. hehehe.

'remember those walls i built,

well they are tumbling down,

and they dint even out up a fight,

they din even make a sound,

you made your way in again,

unknowingly.'

(nice lyrics do speaks.)

i love the way how things are now.

that good enough. imma contented. (:

L O V E is in the air yaw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN PEI YI! (:

regardless of the quarrels we had, the stealing of my chocolates, always asking me for money, you are still my beloved sister, always. ❤

im super happy today. managed to spent my day, fruitfully. hehehehe.
tmr im going to go out with my babes, and den with Cynthia. DOUBLE YAYNESS! ((:
im so looking forward to tmr. hohoho.
now, its just the start of my happy holidays. WHOOHOO!

(:

i am unwritten, cant read my mind.

i feel that im so so indecisive leh. tsk tsk. got a little influenced by what kel said today,
again. it makes a whole load of sense and ya, i have to agree with him too.
though it kinda shook my decision but still, i made the decision thereafter.

i was super late for work today. 1 whole hour man. i feel bad.
felt even bad after someone said sth. but it over already. and for the record, kel has been
the one that is making me feel better at work. thanks for the nonsense ah, kelvin Lim.
hahahahahaha.

and next week im super duper free lo. but everyone seems to be super busy luh.
esp TOO LITING! stupid girl, no free days at all. you better make it up to us. hupmh.
paging the rest of my babes and all other sweeties, squeeze, make or whatever you
do to take some time out okays.

oh ya, have i said that i have decided to quit SBM club. liting and cherf knows about it
already. we got in tgt and i have choose to opt out alone. thats another issue that i
have been struggling abt, past few times. but i have made up my mind already.
cheryl says she gg to kill me and liting says she is disappointed, though she expected it
already. ooops. heh.

loooong post already. getting naggy. okays, i am gng to end with a THANK YOU note.
thanks thanks for the care and concern.

okays. bye.

OMG, what cheryl say is making me cry already. i promise i'll make the effort okays, babe.
i promise.

"but at times, even the most cheerful person on earth will have their down moments. "(by liting)
i agree with it. but babe, dont be too down okays. i forgive you laaaaaaaa. things will get
better soon. (:

YAY! im meeting cheryl for some shopping tmr! woohoo! ((((:

im talking to my 2 babes, peini and some cartel colleagues now. nice time catching up yaw.
and gd luck to Eunice for her new job tmr. thanks for the advice. hehehehehe.

okays, its really the end already. bye!

release your inhibitions.

there is something that would held me back from my decision, to quit my current pt job i mean.
and that is the very very clickable co-workers i have at work that are working. people like kelvin, haitang, gx and gera.
kel knows that im quitting already and he knows why too. hmmmmm.
anw i had a great time working today. kel and haitang made me had a great laugh la. (:
i think the only thing that i would miss from work, is working with them around.

and thanks to all that showed concern for my finger. its much better already. heh. thank youuu, guys!

its sis's birthday in afew days time. damn, im nt prepared yet.

anw im so tired, so so tired.
i need sleep. good night.

a push in life is needed sometimes.

i've made a decision, finally.
my co-worker today gave me the push i needed, perhaps.
im nt suited for that job, afterall, i think.

anyway, i injured my finger today at work. pretty painful. Eh nope, its VERY VERY painful, actually.
3rd time of the week and at the same spot, maybe thats why its hurting so much this time. tsk tsk.
i felt like crying just now at work and on the way home when it was too painful. And, the sad thing is that i have to continue working. lucikly it was after the dessert-peak hour la.
Tmr working morning again, i hope my hand gets better by then.
(p.s: i love the colour of the blueblack that is in my nail. :P)

oh ya, i love sleeping with dad and mommy. ♥


im damn tired. i need a break from work.

good night!

i can notice but to, notice you, noticing me.

i have developed some habits recently, bad ones i think.
i have the habit of skipping breakfast and having super filling supper each day, esp when im working night shift. Thats why i say my fats are multiplying at a significant rate. tsk tsk.
And my reason for skipping breakfast is because, i have been waking up during late noon.
i've been sleeping at weird hours, and i dunno why either. i better stop these habits, the sooner the better.

work was horrible today. im feeling so so down cos of the customer. first time ever, i realised smiling doesnt work. i feel so helpless about it, i cant really do anything at that point of time.
damn, Pei Ni, dont need to get so emo over it. heh.

opening plus split shift tmr, imma feeling nervous. i forsee that i will do something wrong. oh no.

off to watch my shows.


i know the reason why.

i cant explain this feeling, i think about it everyday.

every night, after talking to someone, it got me wondering.
like again, i need the answers to every question that i have.
and i thought of you each time.

it get so hard to walk away.

when the sun shuts down and decided to shine no more.

Disappointment or perhaps a little of emptiness as well, thats when expectations and anticipations are not met. And yes, i kinda feel so, today, upon waiting, waiting. it did nt happen. ):

oh well, i read Cynthia's post and i realised how she felt then, to know that there is someone that is concerned about you, constantly, even though some of them dont contact me often. i deeply appreciated it, i meant it. like what cheryl said, sometimes, its just afew rings away. and im very happy that calls were made, yesterday and today. thanks for all that yo.

speaking of Cynthia, i believe karma will strike her soon, anytime after yesterday. HAHAHAHA! it was damn funny while she was talking abt it. i was laughing my head off. oh no, maybe karma will strike me too. :x

calling out to my BABES, next week, take out some time plssssssss. (:

like what you said, i've got to be thankful, for the memory at least.
at least i have something to think back of, for this im lucky, i must say.

its 2.38. oh no!
good night people.

sensational impact.

imma glad i've got things all sorted out, maybe not all but some.
it just gave me the flow of thoughts i needed, somehow, which i was cracking my braincells for the past few days over it.
i came to a conclusion, naturally after today. inspirational answers. heh. its a good thing to me, definately. i guess i can sleep pretty well tonight already, finally. :P

anws i hope i will be of some help to you, though i know its nt enough. And sorry as well yea.

and oh ya, imma appreciated for the very nice company i had today. thanks. (:


good night.

its a cycle, its repeats itself.

work was, how should i say it? busy, very busy. though today we were not understaffed, in fact the crew strength was very good. but still, everywhere jammed. bar jammed, till two ppl had to do bar. the orders were flowing on the floor already. food jammed, worse den the traffic jam at PIE. haha. there was a queue at the cashier also, a long one somemore.

but but, i was asked to top up butter in the midst, cos it was running out. so my hour was spent standing and topping up butter. easy money hor. hehehehe. :P
And when i was back, desserts keep coming in. so many banana splits, choc chunks, bread pudding and straw bonaza. oh and brownie also, of cos. but i enjoyed doing desserts la. heh heh. and i got extended for making desserts. No free labour. YAY.

next week would be pretty hectic. working, i mean. i wonder its a good or bad thing. luckily fri, sat and sun got steady ppl working. phew.

anws wish me luck for work tmr. server cum cashier for set lunch. damn. im most probably gng to screw it. lol.


i got the same feeling, again. i can feel the rush of adrenaline and the skipping beats of my heartbeat. WOLALA!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

(:

everyone is worth knowing.

well, i have to apologise once again to my dearest babes (MissTOO and cherylFOX). so so so sorry leh.
i realised, i hvn been going for SBM club meetings for alot alot of times already. tsk tsk.
well, i guess liting have pretty much alr guessed it when i called her in the morning, second time in the aftn.

i can only say they know me very well, too well. HAHAHAHA!

how i wish we were all in the same class. damn. im feeling emotional like cheryl alr. hehe.

cos ladies, take it in and get composure.

i have to say, for the past few days, appreciated.
my personal, non-personal stuffs which was getting the whole lot hell out of me, thanks goodness, you were there to listen. im pretty honoured, you were able to able to share it too, this time round with me. i do hope what you hope can come true. someday its gonna happen on you too, i believe it will. maybe the next will be the one. heh. dont lose hope yea, girl.

take it at stride, ladies, single ladies!

(:

the soft spot for chocolates.


imma wishing for some chocolates now. awwww.

definate playlist. revealed later.

HAHAHA!

(:

Random





i ♥ mommy, very much.

cause you are the one that i hold dear in heart.

what is the exact words to describe the feeling, when adrenaline rushes, , when my heart skips a beat, when i smile, even to myself, foolishly. HAHA!

to sidetrack, i've been thinking alot about some issues which is getting the hell out of me. i've gotto do good, or way better than that, seriously. And so far, its been the same people that are making me feel better, somehow. (:

however, on a stronger note, imma fortunate girl, indeed. i cant deny. Thank you to whosoever that is making this come true. hehehe.

why do stars drop from the sky, everytime you walk by.

babe, thats not the way i want it.

imma superbly SORRY to cheryl and Liting. especially liting. babe, im so so sorry about it. my bad.
i know i pangseh you guys. damn. im sorry. ):

well, i told you guys that im gg for OGL camp today right, but the fact is, i skipped it. Right here i am, at home, facing my lappy, where im supposed to have fun at the camp. And the reason is, im worn out, darn totally. i dont have any excess energy for this camp left any further.

fatigued, thats how im feeling now. so worn out, physically and mentally, thoroughly. gosh. i think i need to keep myself away from all those stuff that are weighing heavily on my mind. i need a breakaway soon. a breakaway with friends, hopefully.

things weighing on my mind is keeping me insomia. damn, thankfully there is someone out there to help me share it for the past few days, for that im glad and thankful, but also apologetic (for keeping him awake after his long day at work, p.s: its pretty late aft his work end alr). heh.

i'll take this few days to ponder over some questions on my mind that is remained unsolved, till now. i guess i need someone to talk to again tonight, and most probably, its gg to be you again. hehehe. (:

okays. off to do my stuffs alr.

p.s: i need to find time for us to hang out again together, once again. heh.

The grass outside is greener or not.

well, its spilt shift i had at work. being the s1 is tough, so tough, very tough. especially in addition to the problems i had, with some of the chefs. its makes things kind of complicated too. and all the small small things added up to big big stuffs. tsk.

anws im gg for OGL (orientation group leader) camp tmr or in fact later, and i hvn started packing anything yet. im so damn dead.

the grass ouside is greener or not, i wonder.
i was highly encouraged by someone to quit my current job cos he says that the grass outside is greener. And he is enjoying the outside grass now more. but i guess he spoke out the reason why i was actually holding back to quit. maybe im used to cartel alr, its within my comfort zone and i dont wish to move out of it. yea, i guess he is right, thats the reason. now its high time for me to consider his suggestions. hmmmmm. i'll think over it, carefully.

alrighty, its time to say bye. HEH.

so similar yet so different.


there isnt any certainty in life, and if there is, that would be changes.
the only thing that we can be sure of is that there will always be changes in life. (someone once told me this.) i din realised how true it was up till today. and i hope and believe the person who told me this will have a deeper understanding of this.

and i realised that i hvn been enjoying my hols to the fullest. its been so dull with work occupying most of my time. TSK. i think im gng to leave the last two weeks of my hols enjoying my pay. HEH.
my wonderful holidays, HERE I COME, WAIT FOR ME YEA! hahahahahahahaha.

i got fooled at the early hours of today. cos guess what, its APRILS' FOOL! damn, i feel duped. LOL.
and i secretly swear that im gg to find a/afew target tmr and prank on them to make myself feel less dumb. HEHEHE!

anws i have someone in mind that i want to meet up with soon. (besides from my babes and Cynthia.) its been long ever since i lasted saw him. i feel so bad that as his friend, im not showing enough concern, when he is still doing so for me. well, i hope everything is gng fine enough for him now.

its chocolates to midnight with me again. i can feel my fats multiplying at a terrible rate. OH NO!

(:


its 3hrs past midnight, and therefore,
good night to all.