hey YO! ( p.s super naggy post. dont read if possible)

had my 17th candle blown on the 28th. ( :
im officially 17.
yay.
haha.

anws a BIG THANKS to those who;
wished me, texted me, suprised me, treated me and all.
really THANKS alot.
appreciated, really. ( :
and THANKS for the presents.
i freaking love them. alot alot.

and thanks cheryl for the cake baked.

okays.
im in a blogging mood so let me just rattle eh.

went out with angie on sat.
went to eat and shopped.
well, she treated me for my bday.
THANKS.
walked from plaza sing to orchard to sommerset and back to ps again.
shopped all the shoppong malls.
haha.
nice.
but wallet not nice.
bought quite alot of things and abit broke nw.
but nvm.
i love it.
and we hav made it a point to go out every month.
with cynthia also.
yay.
haha.

wasnt working on mon.
though got 1.5 pay.
abit regret.
nt cos of the pay.
but sth else.
i wanted to see 'her'.
if i had worked, i might be able to see if he shows me.
and i bascially wasted the day.
sleep till 3 plus eh.
den went out to celebrate.
and ya.
thats how i wasted my day.

and ytd.
class celebrated for me.
thanks.
and i found this guy with the same bday as me.
besides my volleyball coach.
haha.
yay.
den went to have dinner.
the girls treated me eh.
THANKS. ( :

and yah.
THANKS all the friends who sent their wishes.
though im quite suprised by some.
it was mainly those guys and yea.
really thanks alot eh.


and for some who treated me.
THANKS also.
some dun read my blog but still THANKS alot eh.
(:

and my LOVELY family.
my dearest dad and mummy, wen and peiyi.
love you guys alot.
thanks for everything.
it wouldnt be perfect w/o u all. really.

okays.
enough of all the thanking.
i hope i din miss out anyone.
all in all, THANKS LA!
hahas.

okays.
today was disastrous.
class at 8am.
bleh!
dont like.
and had to stay back for stats.
even more bleh.
and i realise i eat alot now.
2 sets of lunch alr plus egg tarts
and im still hungry.
bleh.

and yea.
was crazy.
cos of cherf.
she make ppl spoil image only.
now they think i from hougang chalet alr.
bleh.
hahas.
( :

now im super tired.
really.
feel asleep in stats alr.
and cant wake up to discuss the project.
i slept once i reached home but im still super tired.
threw my temper to everyone at hm.
oops.
sorry.
hee.

and okays.
i wan to rattled somemore.
cos so much things i want to say.
heh.

i seriously think im too independent. NOT.
hais.
cnt imagine one da im without my famile or friends.
i'll die.
really.

i leave a mess when i went out to work on fri.
needed peiyi to clear the mess for me.

i relied on wen to wake me up on sat.
but her phone's time was wrong so she wake me up late.
so i was late for an hour.
imagine if she dint wake me up.
i might continue sleeping till late noon.

and and and.
i wonder why i just cant balance on buses.
even on mrt.
sort of fell today on the train.
if not for cherf, liting and jean for holding me.
i might just roll off la.
uber stupid eh.
and theres 2 blackie and caucasian guys who was like holding me from behind also.
along the trip.
in case i fall again.
wtf la.
so bleh.

and from my first wrk till now.
alot of ppl have been helping me.
at TF, fang ziwei hl all have been helping me.
at microsoft, everything have to trouble kevin.
if he not there, i might just screwed everything up.
at cartel, i need ppl to help me alot of thgs as well.
i nv want to learn de eh.

it has been a habit.
to accept ppl's help.
for granted.
its time i try to be more independent.
at least i will TRY la.
( ps. my mum laughed at me when i shouted this out loud just now, she dont blieve me eh. eeyer.)
hahas.
on the other side.
its my personailty ma.
and u guys love me the way i am right?
haha.
i know de.
hee.
but really,
parents and grandparents dote me like dunno wad.
wen and peiyi treats me like princess.
friends help me all the time.
yay.
( :
haha.

okays.
blabbering like mad.
hahas.
thats my thoughts for NOW.

and yea.
tags replied here.

peini; haha. no prob eh. and i hope so too. ( :
Sherman; i still dunno la. talk greek leh u. and yea chelsea lost. and my ARSENAL won! again.
MIN; its stated at the top of my blog eh. hahas.( :
hongleng; THANKS girl. all the best for Os. will be going out soon again i think. shall update u.
alvin; haha. shit sia you. anws thanks la hor. and ps. ur hse no mirror issit? you hot my head la.LOL.
MIN; haha. thanks alot eh. ( : thanks thanks.
WEN; yayy. i love and miss you now. ( :
chuxiang; haha. my hougang chalet partner. THANKS eh! ( :
daph; hahas. yay! THANKS for everything leh. hahas.( :
cynthia; hahas. its alrights. thanks alot leh. takecares too. meet up soon. and cya ard. ( :
peiyi; aiseh. haha. ( :
peini; haha. THANKS. ( :

lost money in soccer.
K help me bet always lose de eh.
haha.
okays, kidding only.
but its real, so far only win once when he helps me buy.
i think he dont 旺 me la.
made me dont dare ask him buy ars match.
den in th end really win by 2 goals.
bleh.
heh. ( :

p.s.1. wen will not be ard for 3 days. i think i will be bored to death.
p.s.2 Mr illtyd is super nice. happy?
p.s.3 i need more chocolates.
p.s. 4 劈雳MIT is starting on 7th nov. yay.
p.s. 5 the song' i wanted you' by ina is currently on my mind.
p.s.6 im listening to the osts. at one go listen very nice eh. dun need download. haha. thanks.

hahas.
okays.
done for today.
super shiok after typing so much.
( :


" i think i maybe might have probably fallen for you more that i have originally planned to"
sweet.

drop me a hint.( :

wah.
chelsea lost to liverpool.
man utd drew with everton.
how interesting sia.
haha.

am living life the fullest; i think. hahas.

bored. very


din go to sch today.
din feel like.
heh.
anws sis recommended me watch a movie.
long time ago de.
sweet.
( :

" our love is like the wind, we cant see it but we can feel it."
this was wad the guy said in the ending.
when the girl died.
super sweet.


" I Wish You Loved Me" by Tynisha Keli

Something, Something Is Simple As Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

I Get Butterflies When I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Got Me RunningThis Feeling
In My Stomach Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tale Come True

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your FriendI
Wish You Loved Me

See, I See You Talking To Them Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
That I Wanna Be Much More

This Is Why I Never Really Like Your Girlfriends
Why I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
Because I Realized That Im Your Woman

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

Said If You Really Love Somebody,
I Mean Really Really Really Really Love Somebody
Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh, Let Me Hear You Say Yeahh Yeahh
If You Really Know You Need Them
And You Know Deep Down Youre Never Gonna Leave 'Em
Let Me Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Hear You Say Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me
I Wish You Loved Me
I Wish You Loved Me


super nice lyrics.( :

actions speak louder than words.( :

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

HAHAHA!

good mood
cause
chocolates makes my day.
hees. ( :


and p.s.: im not crazy. haha.

WULALALALA! GOOD MOOD NOW. ( :

CHOCOLATES MAKES WONDERS.

yay.
talked to J.
aft wad happened so long ago.
but talking to him is great. ( :
work harder for her and dont slp late always eh.
i seriously miss you alot. and takecares, boy.( :


i dread being or going at home alone now.
renovation going opposite.
unknown and weird ppl ard.
bleh!


lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. ( :


chocolates are my essentials.
even how moody im feeling that day, eating just one would cheer me up by alot.( :
and my friends too.
auto feel happy when i step into sch.( :
yay.

going to stay happy no matter what;

thats more like me. ( :

okays.
i think i have great family members.
but my lessons starts at 1pm today leh.
dun need all keep calling to check if i wake up alr not lah.
irritated by the phone ringing continuosly.
but on the other hand,
thanks lah.
u guys understand me, you know i wont be able to wake up.
alrights,
i appreciate it.( :

oh no.
lessons are going to be a bore ltr.
eeeeyer.
bleh!
and i dont feel like working anymore.
have the thought of quitting alr.
but its just mayb cos im tired now.
hmmm,
i shall seriously consider first.
heh.

and have a nice time in korea, wee cher!
enjoy and have fun.


got nth to blog nowadays.
days are pretty much the same.
going crazy with the usual people.
so im being random here.




fairytales; so unreal.
but i still chose to believe in them.
not for the prince charming but the happily ever after.
i do believe that there is happily ever after for everyone ultimately.( :

Thanks. you made me feel better.( :

well, the luck was just not with me.
bleh!
and im super sorry to sme1.
i din bring you luck this time.
maybe have ah, bad luck only.
my fault.
im just nt yr lucky star.

and i hope everything would be fine.
now i know the vulnerbility of our lives.
ppl, cherish wad u have with you now.
really, you have to.
before u lose anything.
cos accidents do happen anytime anywhere.
my thoughts for now.


"there are spaces in between my fingers, enuf space for another five fingers." ( :
sound uber sweet right?

maybe i am just not the one.

its going to be the same thing tonight.
soccer.
hahas.
i hope the luck stays with me.
or at least stays with us.
( :
yea, comeon man!

its just my imagination?

yay.
im in a good mood.
in the day lah.
hahs.
soccer is the cause.
and
anws, guys are shit. not all of cos. heh( :

my lucky star! its you. ( :

another big night for me.
placed my bets on inter and sevilla.
they gt to win man, like seriously.
gogogo!
( :

stupid choice i've made.
buy chelsea and of cos my Arsenal to win.
but damn.
should nt hv bought 1x2 la.
(if any of u know wad im talking abt)
odds damn little sia.
aiyah.
dun care le la.
just hope they ll win man.
go go go!
( :


and thanks for helping, its you again
heh (:

eohkcetmilyor. ( :

HAPPY girl, i am ( :

alrights.

my lappy is finally working.

YAY.

and its end of first week.

everything was alright i guess.

( :

just that i still hate the new timetable.
bleh!

heh.

catching quite a no. of shows nw.

and im so in love with them.

( :

p.s im in a super good mood. because of you. ( :

you make wonders in me. (:

( :

its you again.

im a NYP-ian ( :

went to town with the usuals.

liting, daph, cherf, chuxiang and weecher.

heh( :

watched hse bunny.

nice.

aft which slacked at cherf's workplace and chit chated.

enjoyed.

show me, hint me, tell me, guide me.

its gonna be you ) :

i guess its time to put everything to a stop.

RANDOM ( :

am now in Business software class.

this module really sucks.

and am gonna hate it like siao.

Bleh!

3 hrs of disastrous lesson man.

with a freaking boring teacher, and a oh-so-sian module.

this is not getting me into the lesson.

and my laptop is giving me probs.

its make me damn fucking pissed off lorr.

bleh!

i cant connect to the internet.

damn it larrs.

and my phone is abit sot lahs.

all my stuff in my phone gone la.

arghhh.

enough of complaining alr.

something GOOD now.

tmr class is going to end at 12 so.

im going town tmr with my ladies and mens.

to catch a movie and have dinner.

hahs.

yay! ( :

anws did sth ridiculous.

ytd night.

i squeeze into peiwen's bed.

and as we were lying side by side,

we were smsing each other lah.

damn lol de.

heh( :

back to school ( :

sian is all i can say for the first day.

but its great to see the same old faces

and the familiar laughters.

heh( :

thanks for the cakes and coffee!

making me fall deeper, its only you.

Sisters. love ( :

went shopping with mum and peiyi.

went taka and bought peiyi's basketball shoes and swimsuits for sisters.

heh.( :

bought 3 tops and 2 shorts for myself.

yay.

but cost me a bomb.

hahs.

but i do enjoy it. ( :

sch is tmr!

Smiling, like always ( :

no more indulgence in you.

i guess it was all my part of thinking.

wishful thinking.

YO!

sat out with Angie.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER!( : belated though.

tmr is the last day of work at Microsoft alr.

its like so fast.

means sch is coming.(:

anws.

Tan La Kee!!

name created by sme1.

super duper cute la.
hahas.( :

feeling very happy today!

received a sort of cute msg which lighted up my day.

talking to you cheered me up even more.(:

I aint perfect, but so what. ( :

1.no sentosa for me tmr! ): cause im working.

2.meet-ups with jijizaza will be SOON! yay!

3. there is 'N' amount things that i want to buy.

4.work at microsoft is ending.

5.i want to lose weight. asap.

6.new timetable sucks big time.

7.i will have cakes on mon. thanks ah! ( :

8.get well soon, grandpa.

9.i need more sleep, like seriously.

10.Thanks loads for the company given when im at work. ( :

11.wish good grades for both my sis.

12.i finally downloaded the script and nw my msn is as super also alr.hahs( :

13.im the SUPERandSMART. lalala.

14.im a happy person. like always.

15.i smiled whenever when i talk to you. thanks! it just wont get bored with you ard. ( :

lazy to blog.

i think writing in pt-form is easy and simple.

i'll do that when im lazy. heh( :

I'M A HAPPY GIRL! (:

1. I talked to F today and i miss her.( :

2. i got my pay. YAY!

3. i went out with A on sat.

4. shopping was great and i bought what i wanted.

5. more shopping trips coming!

6. going back to sch soon.

7. work is ending on friday. like finally.

8. i miss my friends!

9. chocolates are essentials ( :

10. i do enjoy his company. thanks! ( :

your company is loved.( :

alright.
was tagged to do a quiz.
so here it goes!

1)The person who tagged:
peini (hahas, its another peini okays, i din tag myself)

2)Your relationship with him/her:
Friends, with the same name somemore, heh( :

3)your five impression of him/her:
erm, nice, good listener, good talking partner, lovely, devoting.

4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
chatting with me, and i really appreciate tt cause it makes me feel better.

5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
erm, alot?

6)If he/she becomes your lover:
hahs, it would be kinda cool? Pei Ni and peini tgt! ( :

7)If he/she becomes your lover, she would have to improve on:
i dont think there's any bah, she is okay the way she is now.

8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
hahs..dont think it will happen.

9) If she becomes your enemy, what would the reason be:
nah!

10) The most desired thing that you would want to do for her now:
help her get over and find her "him"

11) your overall impression of her is:
NICE and easy to talk to.

12)How do you think ppl around you will feel about you:
SUPERandSMART! hahas. ( :

13) the characteristic you love yourself are:
EVERYTHING!! i love everything about myself. heh( :

14) the characteristics you hate yourself are:
NOOO! i LOVE myself so much that i dont think there is anything that i dont like or hate abt myself. heh( :

15) The ideal person that you want to be is:
TAN PEI NI ( :

16)For ppl who cares and likes you, say sth to them:
i know im LOVABLE right? hahs!

theres another part to the quiz, but i guess i wont do it. heh( :

there another quiz.

1) what are needed to be my boyfriend?

Hmmmm. have the 5'C's?

no la, maybe nice, sweet, independent, get along well with me, and most imptly loves me and i must love him.

2)Where would you go is someone sponsores you a ticket?

i would rather tt person give me cash.heh( :

but if have to choose, i want to go to the MOON.

3)Whats your favourite thing to do?

sleep, slack, daydream, eat, watch drama, self-praise.

4)Do you think money can buy happiness?

define happiness first bah. diff ppl diff tots.

but for me, YES! i want money now!

5)if you could have one Dream to come true, what would it be?

my dream would be to have more dreams and all must come true.

6)Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?

depends who i do it with.

i wont want to kiss or hug a cat or a dog. hahs.

7)What are you most afraid to lose?

everything i hold now is everything that i cant let go.( :

8)if you win 1million, what would you do?

bet on soccer. to get more money.

9)List out 3 good thing abt the person who tagged you.

nice, sweet, easygoing.

10)What make you happy?

CHOCOLATES and PURPLE.

talking to some1.

11)If youu have a boyf, which place(s) would you like him to bring you to?

anywhere would be fine since its with my boyf.

12)where do you see yourself 10 yrs down the road?

hmmm, in the reflection of a mirror? thats only when i can see myself what. LOL!

13)if you had superpower, what would it be?

ahmalihom!

14)What do you think is the most impt thing in your life?

AIR, of course, i'll die w/o it. hahs. jk lah.

erm,my family are my essentials.<3

15)Any childhood memory you would like to re-live?

nope. those are times i would nv forget, thus i dont have to relive.

16)if you have a chance to change your life now, what would you change?

nothing, im happy with the way things are now.

imma happy girl with happy life.

17)which cartoon character do you like the most?

nah, im too MATURE for that. hahahas!

18)Are you courageous enough to tell the guy u like that you like him?

nope! i believe in fate.

it will bring two person tgt even w/o much actions done.

19)if you could play one instrument, what do you want to play?

nothing. im bad with all those instruments.

20) what are you doing now besides doing this qiuiz?

talking to some1.

YAY! im done.

work sucks.
esp when friends ask you out and you have to reject them with, im working.
it sucks.

anws one more week to sch's reopen.
i MISS my friends like uber much.
i want to go sch.
but i dont want the holidays to end.
contradicting yet again.
but whatever it is, i want to be back in sch with you guys SOON!

oh ya btw,
a fucking draw for tottenham.
damn it!
money-less now.


im in a quite a confused state now.
it has been so long since i last had this feeling.
i have no idea why as well.
but its lingering in my head constantly now.
aft ytd's chat with litoo,
it made me realise that there might be the possibility.
but im not sure myself either.
i hope to get the answer quick.
its getting irritating.
i feel like an idiot.
xD
and ya, cheer up girl.
dont think about it anymore.
it hard but try to let go of it.

love like you've never been hurt.
p.s. yes, i want to.

i had bangs earlier this week.
iand i look like a retard.
so i went to cut it off again

BANGS! (:

MORE BANGS!

ITS BANGS AGAIN! (:

FINALLY NO BANGs! (: i cut my hair again.

BUT PEIWEN STILL HAVE BANGS!! heh(:

YAY!

ARSENAL vs PORTO

a smashing 4-0!!
FOUR TO NIL!!

Arsenal is LOVED to the max!