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so much of emotions rushing through me now. so much, too much that i can barely continue with what i was doing. i shouldnt have found out, be it delibrately or by accident. i should have stopped myself from that click. and now, its causing me all these emotions.
i guess i was wrong. so wrong all these while.
i dont know what to believe now. you said before that i dont have to crack my brains and think so hard, if i ask, you'll say right. so tell me now. did you even meant what you say, at any point of time. can i believe what you say, even as a memory.
What a joke now.
i feel so disguisted, by the nature of man. i've lost all the trust that i'd supposed to have.
i can only get better after i get over it. i know.
thanks all the factors that are trying so hard. i can see the other doors opened, just give me some time so that i step into the right one.