Thursday, April 23, 2009

Tonight i have fallen, and i cant get up.

so much of thoughts and emotions, at this hour.
at the first few minutes of a thursday, i sank myself into deepest thoughts.
so true, people, i can no longer see who's real and who's not.
i've lost the hope that was left, the last hope in nature.
Trying so hard to be at the best out of myself everyday, but i realised im not up to it.
im struggling. its so hard, too hard.
i guess melancholy paid a visit on me, on this rainy night.
with all the rushed of emotions, im lost. ):

damn, why get so emo, Pei Ni? why bother.

going 18, im still a vulnerable girl, still a girl of folly.





going strong, i'll be fine. (:
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