Either way i found out.

i want a 12 hour sleep. so badly.
lessons at 8am are so detested la. LOL.

anw, i watched a prog on channel8 just now with mommy, the one kid featuring kids.
and we were practically laughing non-stop.
kids are sooooo cute laa.
k, i know this is random but watching them just gave me the affirmation i needed.
some might know why, if you know what occupation i am interested in. hehehe.

and i realised, just when everyone are fighting so hard for their happiness,
i feel so out of place.
Here i am, trying to live life everyday to the fullest,
i never was satisfied. pysically, mentally, whatsoever.
i guess afterall, that is a need for someone to be there. The special one.
it applies to everyone, even though so much that i want to deny it.
i realised i cant. and this feels so bad. TSKTSK! ):


alrighty, im hungry now.
but im going to sleep so nights yea.