work sucks.
esp when friends ask you out and you have to reject them with, im working.
it sucks.

anws one more week to sch's reopen.
i MISS my friends like uber much.
i want to go sch.
but i dont want the holidays to end.
contradicting yet again.
but whatever it is, i want to be back in sch with you guys SOON!

oh ya btw,
a fucking draw for tottenham.
damn it!
money-less now.


im in a quite a confused state now.
it has been so long since i last had this feeling.
i have no idea why as well.
but its lingering in my head constantly now.
aft ytd's chat with litoo,
it made me realise that there might be the possibility.
but im not sure myself either.
i hope to get the answer quick.
its getting irritating.
i feel like an idiot.
xD
and ya, cheer up girl.
dont think about it anymore.
it hard but try to let go of it.

love like you've never been hurt.
p.s. yes, i want to.