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officially moved to TANPEINI.ONSUGAR.COM.
perfect-neolithic.bs.com will be staying though.
i might be back again. hahaha!
CYA!
blogger's behaving good today, suprisingly just in time. heh. i was about to switch to onsugar permanantly. well, alls well for now.
anyw, im officially on my diet plan now. not that i will be skipping my meals but i will be eating lesser. lesser snacks i mean. in other words, NO MORE CHOCOLATES! damn fml rightttttt. tsk! dont tempt me k, i wanna make this succeed for once, just onceeeeeeeee. lol. but mama is bringing us for dinner tmr, buffet kind. shitzxzxzxzxzx!
(do not read whats unless its really neccessary k, i've warned you)
i felt bad when ps asked me about you and i couldnt answer. she looked suprised when i said i dint know. she thought that i would know, she thought we have been contacting but i dont in fact really know much. its been a month plus since we last contacted already. and maybe its like what she said, that kind of person you were. whether its true or not, you know it yourself.
and i felt real nostalgic when i went to the nasi bryani stall today again, the one that was near your hse. and i ordererd the exact same stuffs as that time before. same place, same staffs working, same food but this time it was really different, no you. without you to help me remove the meats, without you to order in malay for me, without you to share the food together, without you to tear the prata into smaller pieces. its without you this time, and all the time in the future. i've gt to learn, to do this all on my own. cause you wont be there like before. we have our new commitments and obligations to perform already. and i need to get used to that thinking soonnnn.
like the drawing we drew on the sand, it has and will be washed away one day. and it will be gone the next time we visit it. just like how things are going to be same, to when there isnt you.
im bored, k bye.
♥temperamental. euphoriant. wacky.